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Good Points:
Loving Big Heart - Junko is one of those rare people who really does accept everyone around her and does her level best to find the good in them. She is painfully loyal to her friends and supportive regarding whatever makes them happy. She will also forgive you anything if you've made her True Hearts list. If a heart ever ran overfull, it's this little one. She will go out of her way to be the shoulder you can cry on. She may not have the answers (most of the time) but she believes that you actually do - all you have to do is stop being upset and think.
Oil On Troubled Waters - The ultimate when it comes to avoiding conflict, Junko tends to help others avoid it as well simply by existing somewhere near the problem. It is very hard to have a proper screaming fight in her presence because her face reflects the stress of it on her so clearly. It would be like kicking a puppy. She herself will almost never start a fight and, if she notices the tension growing, she expertly changes the topic until things can be handled more gently. Never the type to lecture the combatants, Junko will instead approach each separately in an attempt to find a middle ground. She never lets the fight become about/involving her either.
Big Ears - While Junko does talk an awful lot, she also listens in equal amount and she retains information scarily well. She has a knack for details and facts, filing them away in her brain for future use. It often takes her a few moments to pull up information that is less exciting for her (hence her dislike of game shows wherein there are time limits) but, if she is deeply invested in the material, she can recall it in an instant. Ask her about the last sighting of Sailor Moon and you'll get the date, time, and possibly the weather conditions. Ask her about Tale of the Genji and she will stare at you blankly for long moments before her mind boots up the lecture from class. She is definitely a strong audio learner.
Knowing The 'Net - She may not be a programmer and she may not be able to build you a whistles-and-bells website but Junko knows how to work the internet exceedingly well. She can link-follow with the best of them and has an uncanny memory for the best information sites. Need to know the weight of a baby panda? She can find it for you. Need a map for an obscure sewer system? She can get that, too. The Google Force is strong in this young one and she actually enjoys doing research. It satisfies her to Know Things.
Rolling With The Punches - A lifetime spent moving may have been hard on Junko but she came away with a peculiar talent for adapting to circumstances. She is a chameleon and, having an inner life rather like Silly Putty, she can pick up new manners and rules easily. While this is useful in a social setting, it applies equally well to life and plans. Junko is very happy to have a set plan when going into a situation; it makes her feel in control and optimistic. Should something change, however, she is not at all crippled. She has no hesitation about abandoning plans and adjusting behaviors. As long as her goal is static, Junko can show herself to be more flexible in getting there than a pre-teen gymnast.
People-Pleaser - Junko believes that the Golden Rule is the best rule in the whole wide world and she practices it every day of her life. She tries her best to treat people well aka how she wants to be treated. For her, this means going along with the flow and helping people and being agreeable. She is incredibly polite and sweet, the kind of girl a boy would feel safe in bringing home to Mom. Always ready to lend a hand or volunteer, Junko is your girl.
Flaws:
People-Pleaser - I know what you're saying. What? Didn't we just go over this? Yes, we did. However, for as useful and sweet as this trait of Junko's can be for most people, it can easily go too far. Junko wants so very badly to be liked and appreciated and recognized as special that she forgoes her right to her own opinion and not only follows the flow but sometimes drowns in it. She is the very poster girl of what peer pressure can do to a person; it is only through extremely good dumb luck that none of her friends go in for drugs or felonies so she has never been lead that way. Nonetheless, it is bad enough that she will willingly repress her own personality and wishes to make others happy.
Maturity, What Maturity? - The problem is not that Junko is immature; the problem is that she has not yet achieved full and proper maturity in equal parts. She has manners and social skills and can behave herself with grace. However, when attention is turned towards her (even if she desperately, desperately wants that attention), she has two responses. The preferred one is an immediate change of subject and an awkward redirection of the conversation towards someone else. It is a supremely difficult thing to watch for anyone with a sympathetic bone in their body. What makes it worse is that every gesture of her body is saying the exact opposite of her words; she wants the attention but she does not know how to handle it with any kind of maturity. As for the second option... Let's just say it is even more embarrassing to watch an 18 year old literally crabwalk out of a location. Luckily, this happens far less frequently than option number one.
Stalker Girl - Junko obsesses easily and, while she does manage to avoid coming off as a mouth-breathing freak, it only takes regular contact with her to notice how she fixates on people, places, and things. It is almost like falling in love for her - a million times a day in miniature sunbursts. You just have to step into her room to discover the true extent of her manias. Her figures are neatly organized and tended. Her scrapbooks are immaculate. She really, really, really pays attention. Once her attention is caught, you will have a hard time getting rid of her.
Turning Inward - For all that she projects outwards and interacts with the world, Junko is prone to self-obsession and overanalyzing her own mind and attitudes. Left to her own devices and without distraction, she will dwell on her flaws and strengths until she becomes a caricature to herself, barely recognizable. The worst manifestation of this is her desperate need to be special. Junko's definition of special is broad and changeable, something she can never obtain. When in this state, she is quiet and withdrawn and liable to tears. Luckily, she can be jolted from this inward spiral fairly easily. Something shiney usually does the trick.
Whacked-out Priorities - Junko does not prioritize like the regular world thinks she should. This is problem enough when she opts to skip a literature test to stand in line for a glimpse of an idol singer. This becomes a far more serious problem when she makes the completely wrong choice in a battle based on her favorite teammate. Even worse, it is hard to know when her priorities are skewed until she does something bone-headed.
Personality:
A true extrovert, Junko is never happier than when she is surrounded by other people. She finds everyone fascinating and readily encourages the sharing-of-information. Her need for solitude is always outweighed by her desire for company and her batteries recharge at a rapid rate. Whereas most people would need to get away for a few hours of alone time after a hectic, interaction-heavy schedule, Junko can manage on far less. The most time she gives herself to be alone still involves heavy interaction with the outside world whether it be surfing the internet for choice tidbits, writing a fan letter to some poor mangaka, or organizing her scrapbooks. The quietest times happen in her room on those occasions where she has a new anime to occupy her mind. These are the times when she feels safe and able to indulge in the obsessive tendencies that she so carefully hides from the rest of her world. Deep down, Junko knows that people will look at her differently if they knew she had every episode of X anime memorized or the complete set of figures from Y anime. Forget about her senshi scrapbooks. Her fear of being outed as an otaku is a bit hysterical when you look at it from an outside perspective. After all, other people (people she knows and likes) have fandoms and favorites and they still function well enough. It is only in her head that her passions set her apart and make her strange in a way that is not acceptable. It isn't shame, necessarily, but Junko carries within herself a crazy little seed of knowledge that says "this is not normal". Needless to say, if you ever find out about her collections and scrapbooks, it means that you are prized beyond all other mortals.
Junko is a creature built to adapt and bends to new situations easily. She accepts people as they are and, in parallel, embraces new ideas. Concepts and abstractions rarely bother her for more than a few moments before she can process them into her world view. When you hear about a boundless mind, you should probably picture Junko. This works amazingly well in the case of group projects and battles. She has absolutely no problem entering a situation planning to go left and then, at an instant's notice, being told that going right is a much better plan. While she can and does carry preconceived notions around in her sweet little head, she is always more than ready to be proved wrong. If you are among her most trusted friends and family, you even have a chance of convincing her that the sky is green. Her trust is a fantastic, glorious thing to witness and, for most people who care about her, betraying it equals putting a puppy on a spike - just simply notdone. Of course, no one is perfectly protected and so, on occasion, Junko does get hurt. Two guesses as to how she handles it. Yep, you're right. She isolates it, binds it up, and buries it under the bed to keep for a rainy day. She wants you to like her and, again, people don't like cry-babies.
Ironically, Junko actually has a number of strongly held opinions. The problem is that they always relate back to what other people think and like, ie people like smiles and agreement, people think kind words are better than nasty ones. When it comes to other opinons, her will is yours to fill-in. In her quest to be liked and be accepted, Junko has given over all control and is more than willing to supress almost every single one of her own preferences and tendencies to oblige you. Little Junko is the world's most boundless blank slate and she has yet to find the snapping point. In all honesty, she finds it reassuring and freeing to allow others to dictate her trends and habits; if she doesn't have to think on the situation, she can worry about other things. Unfortunately, she gets a bit tied up and stressed when multiple, conflicting viewpoints are thrust upon her. Then she scrambles to blend them into something which everyone can be okay with, something she can put on while offending the fewest people. Her saving grace is the generosity and earnest way in which she performs her tricks for people. Even those who peg her as faking it have trouble calling her on the fraud because she throws herself into it. She becomes that part and she, for that length of time, really truly believes in it all.
In keeping with her baseline nature, Junko is fun, good-humored, and unfailingly responsive to your moods. Her sense of humor responds to every single thing from slapstick to puns; she loves to laugh and, when you hear her, it is easy to join her. If you are having a bad day, the best thing to do is find her; she will listen to your troubles and, while she will never offer solutions, there is something soothing in her open-hearted acceptance of your trust. Whatever you say will forever be sancrosanct; Junko will take your secrets to the grave with her. Her trust and loyalty, in fact, are rather easily won which makes taking advantage of her willing ears all the easier. She is sweet and affectionate but especially so towards her parents and her closest friends. Everyone else still gets the sweet willingness but she won't have to try so hard to keep your secrets because, unless you're a beloved person, she tends to forget them. Needless to say, though, Junko responds well to kindness of all varieties and a well-timed compliment can earn you time and a smile.
While she is not necessarily vain about herself, Junko does react to flattery easily. This ties into her true difficulties, though, and she can never quite accept the compliment gracefully. She will smile and thank you and then abruptly change the subject to you or something neutral. Herein lies the problem - Junko wants, more than anything, to be regarded as a Very Special Snowflake. She wants to be admired and adored and treated like spun sugar. Not just by her One True Love, either (though she desperately believes in soulmates and eagerly awaits the day she'll find hers - until then, she will fall in and out of crushes with a distressing frequency). She wants the population at large to recognize her unique, sparkly self. For many people, this desire results in a certain mode of immodest behavior, a tendency to showboat and call attention to themselves. Junko is aware of this. She is even more painfully aware of the reactions this sort of behavior can cause, ie the exact opposite love and adoration that she desires. Therefore, in her mind, she has consciously decided to avoid any and all self-aggrandizing. She never seeks recognition. She never asks for a compliment. In fact, she very deliberately avoids asking for flattery to the point where it is noticeable to anyone willing to pay attention. She is, to use an oxymoron, immodestly modest. Underneath it, though, she craves exactly what she appears to avoid. She wants recognition and flattery. She wants you to recognize her inherent talents and skills. Problematically, this does not mean she wants you to trumpet them from rooftops. She is caught at a perpetual Catch-22 and it would be fantastic if someone can point out that people hang out with her and like her because she is special and it is okay to accept a compliment that is offered. She desperately needs to learn that there is a very vital difference between a compliment freely given and a compliment demanded. Until she does, Junko is going to be stuck in an emotionally confused state, fretting about the world's stupidest details.
When it comes to temper, you would be hard-pressed to locate Junko's. She maintains a steady aura of even-keel, refusing to raise her voice in any kind of anger. Mind you, this does not mean that nothing will get her angry or that she is lacking in anything resembling a temper. On the contrary, she has just forced that part of her personality to atrophy through a steady diet of denial. Junko does not get mad. Junko does not get even. Those are unattractive characteristics and they usually make people not like you, something which you will know is anathema to the poor girl by now. Of course, she doesn't like it when people make fun of her and it upsets her when friends are hurt. However, she assiduously wads up that hurt and anger and shoves it under her metaphorical pillow. When the pillow reaches the ceiling, Junko simply goes off to a private place and bawls her eyes out. All of the slights and pains are turned inwards until she can unload them in secret. She has yet to learn her limits in this regard but, as of now, she can tolerate the equivalent of a week of bullying/slurs on her clothing/puppies being kicked before she has to go and decompress. No, she does not realize this is not a healthy way of coping. She only sees it as the best way to avoid the horror of confrontation. She will always forgive you (or at least try really, really hard and appear to forgive you) and she will often apologize even if there is no chance that a situation was her fault.
Confrontation really is a deep and abiding fear of hers. Junko can never view a difference of opinions or a debate as something beneficial and healthy. Much like a kicked puppy, she will always shy away from raised voices or intense dialogues. Everything within her shiny little soul longs for peace and brotherhood. Thus she does her best to play peace-keeper whenever possible even if it requires her to gather all of her courage in both hands - which it usually does as it is sometimes very hard to mediate a fight if you cannot bear to be in the vicinity of it.
Basically, she is remarkably easy to be around and you will never lack for an attentive audience. She will forever believe the best in you, support you, and compliment you. She will just also quietly scream inside as she waits for you to do likewise.
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